i'm sick of school, i'm tired of the drama and the negative attitudes of those i'm stuck with in my program. i turned 32, and the whole fun time i had planned was busted. i'm just tired and worn down and so stressed. Money is becoming a problem and i just want to be done and want to be married to someone who is here for me and understands and loves and supports me. but it's not the right time yet. i need to do some things before that can happen. i know that deep deep down.
i have a hard time driving in the snow. it scares the daylights out of me. i get nervous to slide, to flip, to do all sorts of things. but i've been driving in the snow a lot lately, and i get a little more confident each time. still always aware of the pitfalls and dangers, but also more confident in my abilities. i start to see the beauties around me and it's amazing the joy and peace that i find in the beautiful snowy weather.
it definately is about the joy that you find in the journey, no matter how much you slip or flip or fall, there is still beauty all around, and there is an end. but take time to enjoy where you are at, or you'll miss it because you were always searching for something more.
1 comment:
I love the way you put that Kelda!!
So sorry I couldn't be there for your b-day. Love Ya!!
Post a Comment