some thoughts early in the morning.

it's 4:30 am.
i woke up at 3 and can't go back to sleep....so i'll blog.

catch up time.
it's finals week. last week was a nightmare. there were two HUGE portfolios due and things just weren't working out well. a first in years.....i stayed up til 3 doing homework and then got up at 6 to finish more!! it was a killer.
i failed half a final.....weird i know. you see, in dental hygiene courses we have a class affectionately called stab lab. bet ya didn't know that we can inject you with drugs to make you numb......we practice on each other every monday and friday....and we take a final and stab each other twice. you have to make sure that you have the right angles, and locations, and all sorts of random things that occur with stabbing people. well i had the wrong angle on one because i was nervous and failed that part of the test. i get to retake it this week.......but if i don't do well then i'm out. of the program. with a year left. :/ nervous much???

oh yeah.....i quit my job. had to. spring and summer term are classes that are 8-5 most everyday with very few breaks in between, at least not enough to warrant a job. so now i find myself striving to find a way to make $$$$ so that i complete school. LOTS of FAITH!!!! anyone need a babysitter??? or housesitter??

i'm thinking (early in the morning as it is) that these things are good things because they give me strength and test me. With the extra time that not having a job provides i can get up earlier (HA!! totally joking), more like sleep in, exercise, study for school, but best of all.......study and focus on my spirituality and service. i can began to become the girl i want to be. :)