Monday, January 5, 2009

something terrifying

i've been changing and some of the changes are necessary but terrifying. and today i took a step towards one the scares me so bad. i hate to admit that i'm not strong enough to carry my burdens or that my life isn't the way i want it, and that i can't deal with it on my own. i want to be strong, i want to be happy, i want to be the best me. and this step may be looked down on and not understood by others, especially those that are supposed to be the closest to me, but it is important for me to take. all i have to say is...be courageous, be brave, and face the fog head on. trust, have faith, and walk forward, even when your stomach is about to come out your mouth. keep going.

5 comments:

Princess Mema said...

....and so you're just going to leave us hanging?! love ya, Sue

Warrior Princesa said...

yes. i am leaving you hanging. lol. sorry sue.:) love you!

Jenny said...

I don't get this post, but it was good to see ya Kelda (oops, I mean Kelga :))

J. Guest said...

I don't understand. And I think it's funny that the Guest busybodies are the first to inquire.

Tell us, dang it!

Warrior Princesa said...

when i post, most often it is for my benefit. and this is one of those posts. i'm posting for me, so it's good that i know what i'm talking about. sorry guest family. :)